The chaos certainly threatens to steal me sometimes, but despite it all I do feel a balance. METAMORPHOSIS: Simply this: life is not a destination but a journey, and change is constant. BLOOMING: Even in small moments I feel myself, and my life, blooming and becoming all around me-my children growing, learning new words, discovering the abstract, leaving me reeling me with their depth and beauty. And yet, my restrictions have made me more honest about myself, my limits.and have also inspired more creativity in finding that elusive, daily balance I seek. Recent illness (Mirabai has mono, Soren recently had strep) and upcoming medical procedures (possible tonsillectomy for Mira, knee surgery for Chris on October 17) have shaken me, especially considering my new job and, thus, lack of flexibility with my time, of late. Full-time work (a recent achievement), childrens' schedules, a marriage to nurture. You may be feeling some anxiety of not being on top of things. You are feeling detached from those around you. Perhaps you have lost the autonomy to move forward toward your goals. Given that it’s unlikely to be taught in. Cheque book dream is a hint for your secret desire to let loose. You can also reduce unnecessary spending. Balancing a chequebook may be a skill largely consigned to the past, but learning about money still remains a vital life skill for children to acquire. CREATING: Like a spider lit by sunlight I am learning how to weave the smallest details into the stream of my day. Keeping a balanced chequebook, saving on costs through vendors, selling unnecessary assets and outdated equipment and building a reserve are other ways to preserve cash flow. In Chloe, I am finding a new level of love-love for my niece, and a deepening of my relationship with my sister. Now, I watch my younger sister learn the same from her daughter, Chloe, whose hugs are perfect, genuine. ![]() LOVE: Though my children challenge my balance, they have taught me how to love. ![]() Each child is such a different person-what works for one usually ONLY works for one! So these four photos reflect what I am focusing on as I journey through this life. A balance, and yet.my life is full to the brink of chaos. I have four children, two boys, two girls. I have always believed in the balance of four: four directions, four seasons.
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